Thursday, April 29, 2010

Apalah dosa Aminulrashid?

Selepas membaca mengenai kisah malang Aminulrashid kat blog member tadi, terus google sebab curious sangat nak tahu more about this matter.

Google nye google, da baca semua, terdetik di hati, 'Apa dosa dia?'.

Wajarkah tindakan pihak berkuasa melepaskan tembakan sehingga mengorbankan seorang remaja 15 tahun, yang bakal menduduki Peperiksaan Menengah Rendah akhir tahun ini.

Secara kasar kisah malang adik Aminulrashid:
-berusia 15 tahun
-keluar senyap2 dari rumah menaiki kereta Iswara milik kakaknya untuk menonton perlawanan bola sepak
-da kata 15 tahun, mesti la tak ada lesen
-pelajar Sekolah Menengah Shah Alam Seksyen 9
-odw balik, terlanggar kereta Merc, panik!
-terus pecut laju, akibatnya dikejar oleh sekumpulan motosikal
-terserempak pula dengan polis peronda, double panic!
-makin laju
-polis melepaskan tembakan tepat ke bahagian belakang kepala mangsa, yang mengakibatkan kematian
-from sumber lain, ada yang mengatakan, keempat-empat tayar kereta sudah meletup ditembak polis, so perlu lagi ke tembak arwah?
-kejadian berlaku kira-kira 100m dari rumah arwah (tak tahu betul ke tidak, laporan media tak boleh percaya sangat)

Mengenang arwah yang sebaya dengan my adik lelaki, amat merunsingkan jiwa. My brother used to drive my abah's car here and there without any license. Tapi rasanya paling tak kena saman rm300 je? Perlu sampai kena tembak?

Kenapa? sebab arwah bawa kereta makin laju? Da kata baru 15 tahun, tak ada lesen, mestilah arwah panik, plus terlanggar kereta orang, kena kejar ngan motosikal, polis pulak datang..

Siapa tak cuak?

Dan pihak polis sudah melepaskan tembakan ke arah tayar kereta mangsa sampai meletup, dengan sendirinya sure kereta da tak boleh jalan, MENGAPA PERLU TEMBAK KEPALA ARWAH?

Tidakkah terlalu kejam tindakan tersebut? Arwah tidak melakukan sebarang ancaman kepada polis, and true Suhana, 1st shot bukan untuk fatal, dalam tv pon ada tunjuk, tembak part2 lain dulu as warning.

Polis claimed arwah sebagai penjenayah, sebab tu tindakan itu diambil, if penjenayah sekali pon, boleh ke terus ditembak mati if tak mengancam keselamatan polis yang bertugas? Inikan pula budak 15tahun yang takut sebab tak ada lesen, ada indikasi ke tembakan tu?

Im not a law student, neither a police wanna be, but i do know, u cant just easily shot people!

Hurm, bersetuju juga dengan comment dari this reader yang cakap, 'nak comment lebih-lebih pon tak boleh, kang masuk ISA'.

Semoga keadilan akan ditegakkan dengan seadil-adilnya, dan pihak yang bersalah tidak dilindungi oleh mana-mana pihak mahupun individu. If terlepas siksaan dunia, ingatlah hukuman Allah, jujurlah!

Semoga roh ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang dikasihi Allah. Al-FAtihah.

Sebak. Bergenang air mata ketika kalimat suci ditutur, Maha Suci Allah, semoga kebenaran tidak dikaburi dengan pandangan dunia.

Bertambah sedih apabila mengenangkan, ada segelintir manusia yang menggelar adik Aminulrashid sebagai penjenayah. Jangan nilai jika anda tidak tahu.

Persoalan, adakah kita sebagai rakyat masih boleh mempercayai dan mengharapkan polis sebagai pihak yang bertanggungjawab menjaga keamanan dan keselamatan selepas insiden ini?

Adakah perlu lebih ramai mangsa lagi dimasa akan datang sebelum tindakan sewajarnya diambil?

Renungkanlah.

If nak tahu lebih lanjut, boleh baca ini, ini, dan comment kat sini sangat syok untuk dibaca



supikgf: jauhi kami dari sebarang malapetaka dan perkara buruk, Ya Allah.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

im from KAMPUNG and PROUD of it

Ye, im budak kampung, and its nothing wrong bout it.

I do have kind of insecure about it during my early teens, biasalah, konflik masa perkembangan. Da kata remaja, there were too many things changing from head to toe and also the inside and outside at that time.

Grew up as a kampung's girl is totally different from 'Budak KL' (istilah mencerminkan budak bandar). Yelah, we aint have any large, one stop center shopping mall, sky-high buildings, kiri kanan depan belakang menghijau je, KFC, McD? usah kata nak makan, hidu pon tak bau.

Merayu-rayu setengah mati, sambil air mata, hingus semua meleleh, or suruh anak-anak kesayangan pujuk my abah dapat la. Or, abah cakap nak g KB. Horray, semua excited, nasib malang if abah cakap nak benti makan Nasi Lemak Puyuh fave die. Gigit jari jela instead of sedap hingga menjilat jari. Ouch. Plus, abah tak makan ayam yang tak berapa nak masak cam KFC tuh, kena garing, peringkat sikit lagi nak hangit tu, baru he can tolerate eating ayam.

Maybe sebab mak abah, my grandma aka Mek, memang tak makan ayam, sebab ayam kan omnivor, makan cacing semua. So, Mek rasa cam makan cacing sekali. Tapi me and my umi, others too, suka bohong sunat cakap tak letak ayam if masak nasi goreng or mee goreng. Nanti abes jugak Mek makan. See, psikology factors je tak makan ayam.

Da pasal ayam. Eventho, we all membesar tanpa benda-benda gah seperti Budak KL, we have our own things to proud of. Balik sekolah, lencong sekejap ke sungai belakang umah, disitulah me and my friends berlatih swimming. Baju tak apa, umah my friend 10 langkah je dari sungai tu, pinjam jela, tak pon memang da ada baju spare.

Time ni tak mandi bogel da, sungai kot, kang masuk benda-benda tak patut dalam tut, sape susah? Kalu nak mandi bogel, kolah Mek akan menjadi mangsa, lebih-lebih lagi time semua cousins balik. Kolah yang besar ala-ala pool tuh, memang tempat favret kami berbogel. Mek dengan pasrahnya, terpaksa cuci and salin balik air after tu. Demi cucu.

*kisah berbogel tuh da berbelas tahun lampau ye

Sape pernah gi memancing? Sure ramai kan, tapi sape yang pernah memancing kat longkang guna tali talsi and cangkuk kail je? Umpan, cacing belakang umah. Walaupun tak makan, sonok memancing kat longkang ni, sebab ikan-ikan kat situ semua kelaparan, letak je, dapat, letak je dapat. Nikmat. Modal pon jimat.

Part pegi dusun/kebun memang part paling best. As my grandparents from both side kaya-raya dengan dusun-dusun nih (mereka la yang kaya, cucu tidak), makan buah-buahan adalah heaven! Sebut saja (time musim buah la ye, agak-agak nak mengidam pon), sat gi abah keluarkan parang, guni, spray baygon, kasut boot getah tuh, jom! Kita gi ambik. Seyes ni best dari setakat g giant or tesco, tolak troli, ambik, bayar.

Pokok durian kat bahagian dalammmmm ngat, lalu estate getah lu, pastu kena jalan kaki pulak as kete tak leh lalu da, pacat lintah da macam adik beradik ngan kami, imun da, if ada yang terjerit-jerit nampak pacat tuh, mu cousin yang baru balik dari KL la tuh. Nak ikut sangat. Heee.
Pastu berlumba sape dapat cari durian paling banyak, tapi hati-hati, kepala anda mungkin kena hempap dengan durian time misi pencarian tu. Alhamdulillah, setakat ni, tak pernah kena.

Pokok duku ngan langsat sebelah tu, tapi sampai sekarang still kagum ngan abah, camne die boleh ingat sempadan ngan kebun orang lain, pernah nak terambil yang orang lain, abah cakap 'eh, tu bukan yang kita'. Padahal cam dalam kawasan lebih kurang je. Pening. Sebab pokok duku ngan langsat xde branches sangat, abah jela panjat sorang2, kami tunggu kat bawah, sambil makan. Fresh dari pokok.

Ha, pokok, rambutan, tempat lain pula, tak lalu estate getah, lalu kubur. Ooo, seram! Depan kubur plak tu, pokok tu tepi jalan je, if lalu nampak je merah buah rambutan. Mencabar orang setempat untuk me-ngap sebiji dua tanpa izin. Takpe, sedekah. Nanti abah da panjat and tebang branches pokok rambutan, kami akan heret guni, pluck rambutan masuk guni. Senang, kalu nak kait 1-1 sampai esok tak abes. Dont worry, nanti tumbuh branches lain.

Kalu nak manggis, ala-ala explore race sikit. Kat tempat sama ngan pokok rambutan tadi, tapi kena masuk lagi. Merentas sawah padi. Pastu cabaran paling gerun adalah meniti papan, ye, papan, singular, kat longkang tali air (untuk mengairi sawah). Ya Allah, kecik je lebar nye, dala 1 je, macam meniti Sirratulmustaqim pulak, aish. Biasanya, memang banyak masa abes terbuang kat sini, sebab abah kena angkut kami sorang-sorang. Demi anak-anak.

Agak bangga sebab dapat merasa and tengok sawah padi (walaupun tak ada apa yang perlu dibanggakan), tapi pelik, ada orang tu duk negeri Jelapang Padi, but claimed himself tak pernah tengok sawah.

Bayangkan odw balik dengan guni buah manggis sekali. Tapi tak apa, sebab pokok manggis kami semua yang panjat, hehe. Abah leh rehat da, kami suka panjat pokok manggis, tapi ada la mangsa yang kena kutip buah kat bawah, kalu jatuh masuk dalam sawah, dengan penuh bersemangat waja, masuk la dalam sawah tu. Makan atas pokok sambil menunjuk-nunjuk kepada manusia yang berada di bawah adalah wajib. Plus kalau jumpa yang besar.

Oh, sebelum masuk any kebun, kaki spray ngn baygon dulu, untuk elak pacat, lintah serta nyamuk. Siap bawak ubat nyamuk yang lingkar-lingkar tuh lagi.

Cempedak ngan nangka jarang ikut gi kutip, selalu balik umah Mek, tengok-tengok da ada. Makan saja. Kalu malas nak gi kebun, belakang umah Mek ada mini kebun, ada pokok rambutan, duku dan langsat, salak yang tak berbuah lagi time tuh, pokok nenas, pokok betik dan pokok cili. Haha. Tak dilupa reban ayam.

Ha, dulu, kalau nak tengok harimau, tak perlu g Zoo, masuk je estate getah nanti sure jumpa. Dulu selalu glemer sebab jumpa harimau, sampai g mrsm Gerik pastu pon, cikgu2 selalu nyakat, 'belakang umah awak ada harimau eh?'

Tak cikgu, tapi kalau cikgu nak tengok, saya boleh tolong tunjukkan jalan, kalu cikgu tak balik-balik da pastu, kompom, cikgu da jumpa.

Tapi aktiviti tangkap ayam (time raya bisanya) selalu menghampakan. Tak pernah dapat tangkap, kene kejar balik ngan ayam ada la. Yela, da sape suh tangkap ayam siang-siang. Tak pernah dibuat orang, abah cakap, if nak tangkap ayam kena waktu malam. Time ayam da tidur, ayam kat umah Mek tidur atas pokok jambu depan umah walaupun ada reban. Nanti, ala-ala menjala ikan, trap ayam dalam jala dan da dapat la. Sebab ayam rabun malam, tak nampak la kita nak tangkap die. Haha. Tapi kami still test power sambil senaman mengeluarkan peluh, try tangkap ayam siang hari, sampai ikut sekali if ayam lari bawah umah.

Tapi kami tak suka makan ayam kampung, kecik dan liat, kalu ayam bandar sedap dan gemok-gemok kene suntik. Eh, lain macam pulak cakap pasal ayam bandar ngan kampung ni. Haih.

Teringat pokok jambu depan umah Mek, sekarang da kena tebang, sebab nak tambah space parking kete. If dulu, selalu berkelah bawah pokok jambu. Sedapnya. Mek tebang tak mintak pandangan kami pon, tak demokrasi! Kami sayang pokok tu.

Da panjang meleret mengenang zaman kanak-kanak ni. Kang juling mata nak baca, baik stop dulu.

Eh, kisah ngan umah Mektok (mak umi) belum. Nanti lah.



supikgf: zaman kanak-kanak memang menyeronokkan, kan?

sebab tu ada subjek SEJARAH kat sekolah

We went for a swimming trip yesterday. It was my first time here, in Jakarta. Well, u know why if u living with the Jakartarians. Tengok sungai Roxy sudah =p

Oh, some extra info, membuang sampah ke sungai adalah salah satu method pembuangan sampah if u were studying at Universitas UKRIDA. Ish, ish, ish, Ain! kamu jangan nak buat perangai gitu balik Malaysia, kang kena denda rm5000 tak pasal-pasal. Wat penat je government perah otak cari idea wat iklan 'Jagalah Kebersihan Sungai Kita', ingat senang ke advertising nih?

Okay. Tamat.

Pasal jaga kebersihan sungai. Nama tempat kami swimming tuh Prata. Pool nya biasa sahaja, macam pool hotel je, i was expecting macam Pusat Akuatik Shah Alam. LOL. Harapan hancur. And as pool itu sangat kotor. For me. Aida said this is better than pool kat PaFes (Pasar Festival). So, im wondering, kalu nih better, macam mana lah yang kat PaFes.

Tengah swimming tuh, there was one guy (pakcik ye, yang tengah tunggu/swimming sekali sambil tengok anak die ada swimming class) approached us. Bla bla bla, cam bese, conversation beramah mesra. Konon.

Tibe-tibe, this pakcik asked us, 'kenapa Malaysia ama Indonesia ngak gabung aja ya? Kita kan serumpum, sama aja'

Kaku.

Naseb bek time tuh 1.2 m je, kalu xpela tak terkinja-kinja pon kaki, stil kuar lagi kepala dari permukaan air. If tak, lemas tang tu jugak.

its not waving, im drowning!

Ulang balik soalan.

'kenapa Malaysia ama Indonesia ngak gabung aja ya? Kita kan serumpum, sama aja'

Hah? Pakcik ni dulu tak belaja sejarah ke hape? Kenapa kita tak gabung? Haiyo pak, bukan dulu korang jugak rejected us, ciap ada konfrontasi ke atas our beloved country, those 'Ganyang Malaysia' thingy. U guys kan planned nak wat Indonesia Raya, then u guys bengang we had our own plan. Tercabar la kan? Nak nak pulak, we did get Singapore (den kuar balik), Sabah and Sarawak.

**tiada unsur-unsur politik dan rasa nak berperang ya berkenaan ayat di atas.

Aida da wat 'the face' da time tuh, haha, yup, aku perasan muka ko! Tapi tak kan nak jawab camtuh kan time tuh, senyum jela. Senyum kambing.

Kalu bersemangat waja jugak pergi cakap, memang tak pasal-pasal dalam visum et repertum aku COD (cause of death) adalah asfixia lemas. Tiba-tiba pakcik tuh hangin, die selam both of us dalam air, blup, blup, blup, till our last blup then cakap ngan bapak polisi, kitorang tak reti swimming yet swimming gak den lemas. Arghhh.

if Jang Keun Suk terjun selamatkan, 1000x pon sanggup lemas

Tak, im not dead yet. Itu adalah khayalan semata-mata.



supikgf: history is one of my fave subjects at school.

Monday, April 26, 2010

cerita hantu

Da lama nak tulis.

Tapi malas.

Dan tak jumpa idea-idea dan ayat-ayat power untuk meng-hiperbola-lagi-kan cerita tu.

Nak tahu ke?

*senyap

Oh, lupe lappy tak leh cakap, bukan afasia, memang tak boleh bercakap!

Later ya, lagipon tak nak penuhkan memory kamu cik lappy.



supikgf: seriau!

Plant more trees


Did u guys notice that lately we've been having heat wave and heat stress?

According to Dr. Chandra Wibowo's lecture notes
heat wave/ gelombang panas = 3d
ays /> berturut-turut suhu >32.2 'C
heat stress/ stres panas = perasaan tidak nyaman dan ketegangan fisiologi
s berhubung dengan paparan lingkungan panas

Specially countries yang kat ngan Garisan Khatulistiwa cam Indonesia ni. Panasnya, MasyaAllah, sabar jela.

Bukan nak cakap yang before this tak panas, tapi lately, macam tak agak-agak je kan panasnya, tuh yang malas nak g class tuh. Panas. Alasan!

kan, see, statistic da ada ni

Nak kata tak pasang kipas, sampai da kering bibir asik duk ngadap kipas 24hours ha, tido ngan kipas directly ke tubuh pon, boleh berpeluh-peluh.

Bila dipikir-pikir balik, memang tak ada sebab lain da, melainkan global warming

Ha, sempena Earth Day yang baru je lepas ni, apa sumbangan korang untuk our Mother Earth? Selain membuang sampah merata-rata, mengeluarkan asap-asap toksik ke persekitaran?

Apa?

Tak ada?

Kalu bumi ni ada kaki, da lama ken kick out ni tau tak. Paling tak, plant a tree. Yup, selain menambah kadar oksigen yang kita sedut free hari-hari, yang secara tak langsung boleh mengurangkan global warming, boleh la kita decorate umah sekali kan? 2 in 1. Macam nescafe, eh tuh 3 in 1 kan?

Cakap pandai, tapi me, myself pon tak tanam pokok. But, but, im have my own reason k, bukan saja2 tak nak. Firstnya, tak tau plak kat mana ada orang jual anak pokok kat sini, dan if ada pon, nak tanam kat mane woih? <-- alasan kedua okay.

Have u been to Jakarta? Ok, xpe, google je. See? Nampak tak macam mana kepadatan penduduk kat sini? Tau tak camne padat dan sendatnya kawasan perumahan kat sini? Perumahan orang2 billionaire sila abaikan.

Tersangat la padat, kawasan ngam2 buat rumah je, rumah bertempek dekat2. If kentut pon, jiran sebelah boleh dengar apetah lagi malam jumaat. Ehem.

Makanya, saya tak ada ruang nak tanam pokok, i'll just take credit for pokok-pokok Anton (tuan rumah sewa). Cukuplah, ada juga wakil dari rumah ni.

Kesimpulan dari cerita ini sebenarnya, nak pasang aircond je kat bilik. Last few weeks, my housemate, Lya, da pasang, tergoda dengan kesejukan bilik beliau, me and aida pon nak pasang juga. Plus, tak ada tanda-tanda nak bersalji kan kt Jakarta ni, pasang jela aircond. Tambah 150 000 je pon, a lot cheaper compare to other houses here. Tapi if total, rm300 gak sebulan sewa bilik je kat sini.

Ha, sape cakap Indonesia living cost rendah? Penipu besar! Jadi Pengarah MARA sila take note, naikkan elaun sementara im still studying here, kalu da abes belaja tak ada guna da. Please, please, please. Semua pelajar akan melonjak kegembiraan nanti. Kegembiraan je melonjak, result, err, no komen.
Before jadi camni *gile scary*


meh kita sama2 selamatkan bumi! jadi fire fighter, yeah!





supikgf: bila Anton nak balik keje ni?

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Idea melimpah ruah et causa nak exam

Kenapa mesti kau datang time aku sibuk nak study?
Kenapa?
Mengapa?
Tersiksa jiwaku

Aku tersepit di antara blogging dan study
Tolong jangan ganggu aku sekarang
Aku tak abes study lagi!

High Heels Made by Men for Men

No. There isnt any typo there.

So please stop making those yeke-tipulah-gimme-the-prove face!

I just google-ed it!

credits to Anis for introduced the web

It was somehow designed for a male soldiers long long time ago. Thats what she said here , sila jangan malas, sila pergi baca sendiri. Usaha tangga kejayaan.

I wasnt sure how the high heels would be look like, there wasnt any picture displayed there either.

But, im pretty sure, no, 100% sure that it would not look like this or even near this

Are kidding me? Soldiers? Tak sempat nak tembak enemy da ter-peleot dulu kaki.



supikgf: beauty is pain =)

Thursday, April 22, 2010

terbelit lidah nak sing along














supikgf: ulang sampai cair...

its been a while, is it?

Yup.

Its been a while, and now, thanks to Miss Zahid, im addicted again to korean dramas and movies. Sigh.

I know, its nothing to be 'sigh' about, but, the only thing that bother me is that, when i started watching them, i just cant stop. Can you? It was so seductive and addictive, make u want it more and more everytime. Yup, u just cant resist. Eventho, i've already finished watching all the episodes, i didnt mind watch it all over again from the start.

I told u, its very seducing. Its seducing enuf to let me 'ponteng' my class for it. Actually, i was thinking to qada' my sleep, as i sacrificed them over the movie, but it end up, im watching it again! I just cant help it.

U'll know when u watch it. Minami Shineyo / You're beautiful starring Jang Keun Suk. Enuf said.

Lets cuci mata, meh, meh, i know u gonna drool.


Which haircut do u prefer on him?

a. short hair
b. long hair

Me? I totally has something with short hair guy, but Geun Suk totally rocks both looks. Dont u think so?

Ahh, my fave pics of him are the first and second. Melting.

Eh, one more thing. He's coming to Singapore this weekend. Arggghhhh. Wanna go there!



supikgf: how can i missed him on Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do 's movie back then?

Thursday, April 15, 2010

the journey

2007 , KUTPM (now known as MSU)


got some highlights and layered at Thomas & Guys (??) , SACC Shah Alam

den chopped it boy-ish style (zahid's request) at Mid Valley,
way back home,
kantoi getting short hair with my dear at MMZ


2008, Jakarta
tried smoothing (tak smooth pon!) at Loreal, TA

bored with it, den put some colours on it,
lets get blonde'
(^_^)

see the different?


2009, Jakarta

ntah ke berapa kali ke Loreal, TA,
menghabiskan duit scholar for the Mahkota Wanita!

2010, Now

notice how long the hair now?
sayang pulak nak chop-chop kan?

Next




supikgf: sayanggggggnye nak potong!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

have u own -lah

I hate copy-cat!

i means really really really hate them!


u $#@&$%# plagiat!


get a life!


enuf said!



supikgf: tanda seru = tanda kemarahan !

people my age

Most of them have already hitting the office, teaching in classes, visiting project's site, calculating in bank-----> they are working!

Or maybe on their internship. Whateva.

Some of them, wake up early in morning, making breakfast for two or maybe three, doing household-----> they are enjoying their marriage life with beloved husband/wife. Plus their kids. Comelnya!

Me?

Hurmm, still doing the same old boring routine-----> classes! been doing this since i was 6 years old till now, it has been 16 years old of studying. Facing the 1000++ pages of books (tak baca pon, tengok je), sungguh memenatkan otak saya.

Well, what can i do, this is the path that i choose eventho becoming a doctor was never across my mind. Not even once. It just happened.

And being a doctor means u'll learning for lifetime. There is no exception for that.

Huarghhh, sometimes feels like switching place with other person. I didnt say that i regret what i've choose, no. Never. Every little steps that i made were the things that put me in my place now. Im thankful for that. It just that, if i can escape for one day, err, 2 days lah, living like Paris Hilton where all u need to fill ur day is shopping, shopping and shopping. I'd love that. Okay, i might wanna request some extra time, can u gimme a year? Haha. In my dreams.

As people my age already put away the word 'student' in their life, me still struggle on my 3rd year of medicine. Teori pon tak abes lagi nih, ini kan pula berangan nak kahwin. Insya-Allah, i'll graduate next year (as a doktor pelatih, later need to do some clinical practice for 1-2 years or is it 3?)

Sila berdoa for me, tak nak my lil sister kawen dulu before me. Hahaha.



supikgf: bila nak kawen, i means abes blaja ni?

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

dua puluh sen

20 sen.

Apa ada dengan 20 sen zaman sekarang? Eh, beli gula-gula pon belum tentu lepas tau. Busak-budak zaman sekarang pandang sebelah mata pon tak hingin ha. Zaman sekarang.

Zaman dulu-dulu, when i was still a cute lil girl (still and forever will be), 20 cent was a huge number. At least for me. There were lots of things we can get using this magical 20 cent. I was talking bout past 15 years.

With 20 cent i can buy :
  • 2 keping/batang (sori really bad at penjodoh bilangan) kopok lekor at school canteen
  • one glass of yummy-yummy syrup
  • kalu call umah, boleh bergayut lebih 10 minit
  • tak nak beli pape, masuk tabung buah nyo (buah kelapa = bank pertanian/agro)
  • and my all-time fave was anak patung kertas!


The one that look like this for those who konon-konon-tak-tau-padahal-demensia-blah-la-ko-poyo-gile-tak-ingat. Seriusly? what century are u coming from if tak pernah main benda alah pakai-baju-kertas-kat-patung-kertas ni. Sila, sila la cari time machine, go back to 1990's and play this. Its awesome u know. For kanak-kanak like me who didnt afford to buy the fancy-barbie-doll-with-fake-hair-extension tuh, the paper doll was more than enuf even it was made up on a recycle paper. Rasanya lah.

Sonok woo, back then, i did create the clothes for my paper doll. Sungguh berbakat! Beli kertas, eh tak, koyak buku, the cover (kan tebal sikit) den tekap the paper doll on it, draw the doll's physique, then, just reka lah apa jenis baju pon. Janji cantik okay. Tak cantik, kita koyak buku lagi =)

Tapi, tak ada lah secantik ni. Hand draw okay! Tapi tak seburuk opss, cantik sikit dari yang ini..

Pemalas sungguh kalau gini. Tak nak main ngan paper doll nih punya tuan. Huh.

And now, back to 2010, i found this website that provide real model and real clothes which i think the modern paper doll. The concept is still the same, pick the model ur like and put designer's clothes on them. That the only different, they got designer's clothes. And bags. And shoes! Did i said S-H-O-E-S ?


supikgf: go, i mean now to the site and <3 my looks k, even tak suka pon, tekan je k? Sila tekan!!

Monday, April 12, 2010

siang jadi malam, malam jadi siang

One day before the final exam for Psychiatry Module, as usual-lah, baru terhegeh-hegeh search for the notes, past year questions and what-so-ever.

Studying?

Jauh panggang dari api la even the exam just around the corner. Normal situation. There is no time to panic, baca jela yang mana sempat kan, flip through pon tak apa, paham ke tak, we'll have to see time jawab exam nanti. Hahaha.

Due to that, maka, kena la stay up the whole night. Gila tak stay up, kul 12 baru half notes baca. Huhuhu. Tuh pon belum tentu all the fact masuk hippocampus ke tak.

Bila rasa cam da lama je study, ha, mula la datang Miss Laziness nih. Haih, datang tak diundang tapi tak sanggup pula nak halau. Duk la tergolek-golek atas katil sambil buat keje tak berfaedah (exactly what im doing now!).

Tick Tok, Tick Tok.

Its 630am already, da, da, bangun! Sila merajinkan diri bangun dan pergi exam seawal mungkin untuk curi paper exam. Hahaha. Berangan la! Opkos la nak pegi baca yang mana tak sempat semalam. Dengan mata bengkak, otak blur, nasib baik tak accident ngan kipas time bangun. Stand fan okay, im not gergaji tinggi melampau nak langgar ceiling fan tuh. Ops, gergasi.

Dung dang, boom kebabom! Fuh, lega sudah. Betul ke salah ke, have to wait for the result later-lah. Yang penting, da abes exam weh. Da abes. For now, next two weeks sure ada lagi. Okay, dont remind me bout that yet. Im having a moment here. Konon!

Haih, tapi yang pelik bin ajaib nye (yes, pelik is a boy), da abes exam, bosan la pulak. Nak watpe nih? Usually, tidur is the 1st agenda, but tak tertido pulak duk layan E! ngan Tix sampai tengah malam. Haiyoo, den ym-ing pulak sampai orang mengaji ( da subuh weh).

Time nih lah my biological clock da tunggang terbalik. Tak kenal siang or malam da. Malam-malam berjaga cam burung hantu, siang-siang tido cam hot-vampire. Haha. Eh, tukar la, macam Sleeping Beauty lah. It suit me better. Lalala.

2-3 hari duk adapt ngan tido siang ni, today, me ponteng 1st class of geriatric. Oh, esok diskusi, dang!

Oh, time kasih bluff-ers and acara makan nasi lemak yang sudi memeriahkan kehidupan malam ku. Ewah.



supikgf: kaki bluff aida ngan chombee, Queen of UNO for surelah cik zahid haa.

Friday, April 9, 2010

kfc

Kentucky Fried Chicken.

with rp 20,000 , im only get this at Jakarta


please do not tertipu dengan poster di atas. this is the real one

seketul kepak/paha ayam yang tak cukup nutrisi, seketul nasi, seketul? wuteva, dan segelas small pepsi.

If, kat Malaysia, dengan the same value rp 20,000 or rm8.00 da dapat the snack plate: 2 ketul ayam, whipped potato, coleslaw and a butter bun, add on la pepsi, kang tercekik pulak. Tak pasal-pasal nak kena wat Heimlich maneuver.

i miss Malaysia's kfc!



supikgf: ayam kfc sini cam tak sama ngan Malaysia, heran, bukan resepi diorang sama je ke?

pending

Hah, there were lots of story went pending due to psychiatry final exam! Sungguh mencabar exam kali ini. Padahal blogging pagi-pagi buta before exam

And, as usual-lah, malam exam je berjuta idea datang serbu cam ada Year End Sale je. Iskh. Inilah akibat aktivasi/rangsangan berlebihan study. Sel-sel otak pon ligat je memerah diri sendiri mengeluarkan santan. Err, i mean, idea.
Recently, i saw this girl= devil equation at Ukim's wall photo and i've seen this kind of equation before but slightly different tho, it was a girl= trouble equation. Why you people always have this kind of stigma? Girls are devils, trouble, ect. Grow up la people!


Okay? (tetiba intonasi bertukar menjadi lembut dan seductive) Haha.


If you guys, havent meet you yet eh salah ni lagu micheal buble, havent saw those thing yet. Google it yourself la. Penat la nak upload. Maybe later.


(actually depres coz bila try cari blik those pics, tak jumpa la pulak saat-saat diperlukan ni)


If jumpa, memang rezeki you all la tuh. If, okay.


Nah, now, me want to show you, no, not another equation, but a siklus. Ops, endon terkeluar. A cycle. Alah macam Kreb's cycle during biology class dulu tuh. This is my invention. Wah, my parents must be proud of me, hmmmphhh.

Here it is


explanation: when we are really damn tired, we'll sleep. But we tend to over do it and sleep macam sebulan da tak tido, ala-ala koma, bom kat sebelah pon tak sedar apatah lagi earthquake. Akibat tidur yang tak ingat dunia tadi, bila wake up, kita akan rasa very very very tired, Kan? Kan? Kan? Then, kalu tired kita watpe? Apa? Ha? Yes, kita tidur. Bangun, penat, tidur, penat lagi, tidur lagi and so on.

Makanya, i called this Siklus Setan or Syaitan Cycle.


Ha, impressed tak? impressed? tak? tak? jeles la tuh.




supikgf: i should get the next Nobel!

dont ask me

coz i dont know!


What? u think i ni mami jarum? CNN? paparazzi? stalker? yang tau everything bout people surrounding me?


Okay, he used to be ex-schoolmate 1o years ago, yes i admit it, and he might be staying 5minutes away (using a car) from my house, but that did not, i repeat, did not guarantee that i know every inch of his skin! Dalam setahun pon berapa hari sangat la ada kat umah, me tak ada masa tau nak jaga tepi kain orang, plus people that i havent keep in touch for almost a decade.


Hello?


dont u get it? u started to irritate me, im annoyed with your konon-nak-berbasa-basi with me padahal the only thing you want to ask me was all about Steve eh him. Stop bermuka-muka.


Im pity you. I know less bout you, maybe it just your name and thats all, but i really 'know' you. Why suffer yourself? He's over you, well i guess, he never into you.


Stop dreaming and wake up!


Kringggggg


The alarm clock is ringing, come back to reality now.


Honestly, i dont know whats going on between both of you, and i dont wanna know. Like i care.


Just please stop bugging me about him. I told you, i dont know!


I consider you as my friend tho i just know u so-so, its okay for me to be your friend as long as you are not using me to get internal information bout him, coz, i tell you now, its useless. If you wanna be my friend, then act like one.


And, as a friend, im telling you this, that he's not worth what you are doing now.


Move on, get you own life without him. You still young, there are lots to face in future. And he, so not deserve to be in your future. Percayalah, kalau tak, Taylor Swift tak cipta lak lagu Fifteen tuh!


Okay, end of today drama.


Just stop bugging me.




supikgf: i tell you the truth when i said 'i dont know'

invisible

I've joined the MRSM PC 04/05 on FB!

Itu pon nak heboh ke?

Hurm, suddenly all the memories appear, what an amazing experienced, im sooo wanna go back to those years if there is any possibility that travel time machine is real.

Looking back then, im not really the 'she' girl. U know, the one that everybody knows her. No. Thats not me. Im not that fofuler. And now, joining the fan page, im wondering, is there anybody that knows me? Instead of my classmate, friends and homeroom members la kan, kadang-kadang rasa segan juga, join itu ini, add member sekolah that actually dont have any idea who i am.

Im not saying that am the nice-never-broke-the-rules-skema-berjurus girl, NO. Haha. Those who close to me will never put the words 'budak baik' near to me. Tapi biasalah, diam-diam sudah, tak perlu nak announce kut 'woi, aku nak fly nih, sape nak join?' kat serata dunia. Pandai buat, pandai simpan. Thats why, i never kantoi, coz the warden tak cop kat my dahi dengan 'pelajar dalam pemerhatian, suka fly, ponteng'.

Eh, ada juga rasanya, tapi im not their priority. Haha. Coz im bring harm to nobody, so they (wardens) felt im not that interested. Lol.

Tapi Cikgu Zaidi suka datang kejut pagi ahad suh pegi class, alaaa cikgu, kul 9 nanti da abes assembly ngan meeting homeroom kitorang pegi la. (Kelantan sekolah ye ari ahad!)

Budak-budak satu batch rasanya memang few gile je yang kenal diri ini, apatah lagi abang-abang (kakak-kakak tak berapa important) senior. Pandang pon tidak, im invisible!

Eh, (eh lagi, sikit-sikit eh) there were actually abang-abang senior tried to hit on me. Okay, a few of them. Few than few. Yela, 5 orang je, hurmm did i say 3? Hehe.

CAUTION: IF READING THIS MAKE U FEEL NAUSEA AND OTHERS SYMPTOMS, DO NOT CONTINUE, COME BACK FOR ANOTHER ENTRY!

Sila berterima kasih kepada whoever yang put my name on the Minggu Olahraga MRSM Se-Malaysia tuh, merasa juga berkenalan dengan abang-abang ni. (Oh, sungguh gatal!) Im swear that was not my intention joining the activity, i just wanted to skip those classes. Haha. Itu merupakan efek samping yang menguntungkan.

Yang merugikan pon ada, who says tak ada? U had to deal with the kakak-kakak la opkos.

And yes, my B sure tak kan rasa apa-apa walaupun post ini agak gedik sedikit, coz he was one of the abang-abang (eventho not directly like his fellow friends). Maka, dia juga gedik.

Hurm, what will happen now if im not participated in that thingy? Adakah my B still akan perasan kewujudan diri ini di sekolah dulu. Oh, tak sanggup nak pikir. Tapi kalau da jodoh, asam di darat, ikan di laut, dalam kuali bikin maufakat!

Kat Gerik pon sama. Tidak dikenali. BWP pon bukan, best student pon bukan, camne people nak realize my existence? Sigh. Tapi........

this is the only secret that i've been kept wif my bestie Amy, oh maaf, kawan-kawan yang lain, tidak bermaksud membelakangi korang, just taknak dicop perasan. Haha. And memandangkan da hampir 7 years we left Gerik, meh la buka semua rahsia zaman berhingus dulu.

(B..u jangan cakap tak tahu eh, sayang da pernah gtau u)

dulu....long time ago, time form 3, i got this love letter from unknown person (okay, me sedar im not the only one, kamu semua dapat lagi banyak). Oh, siapakah anda? Till now i didnt know who u are. Ada siapa-siapa tahu tak?

Okay, tak ada siapa yang tahu, lets it remain mystery forever.

Kalau dapat tau, nak jugak! Im just curious ye cik rusa comot, sila jangan jeles, tiada siapa da di hati ini selain kamu =)

Kesimpulannya, me tak berapa dikenali dulu (sekarang pon)

*slap me on my face*

Panggggg

Oh, baru sedar back to real world, esok exam! Sambung study.


supikgf: ada orang tu malu-malu kalu terserempak kat sekolah dulu, ceh, padahal hati mau.

Friday, April 2, 2010

hari ini

Konon nak bangun kul 7.15, konon la. Nak pegi Tanahabang kul 8.00 kan. Eh, bangun kul 6.00 la, konon nak pegi beli nasi uduk. Konon!

Pagi tadi bangun kul 7.00, celik mata. Pejam balik. Tido.

Aida kejut kul 8.00 baru la bersungguh sikit bangun. Pastu pergi Tanahabang kul 5.00 baru balik. Yes. Almost 6-7 jam tawaf Tanahabang, naik turun tangga.

Kesimpulannya..




























hari ini penat!


supikgf: semata-mata beli 1 kebaya

Thursday, April 1, 2010

bila dosen tak sebulu

Harap maklum, lately, agak kemalasan.

Class MENTAL EMOSIONAL aka sakit jiwa pon da tak bape nak menghadirkan diri, tapi kena jugak menjejakkan kaki ke FK semata-mata sebab diskusi. Gila tak pegi diskusi? Ewah, padahal dulu, selamba je ponteng. Ada perbaikan disitu. Good.

Dr. Suharko, maaf la, malas nak pegi class pagi tadi, Dr. Eli pon sama. 2-2 class doc, saya tak masuk. Hehe, sebab saya rasa better saya baca sendiri je kat bilik. Oh, oh, sila jangan contohi perilaku ini.

Sebelum menulis ni, mari dulu berdoa supaya citer ni tak kantoi kat dosen-dosen yang terlibat. Huh, naya kalu kantoi, dala ME tak abes lagi ni, tak pasal-pasal kena banned ambik exam. Ye, sila berdoa. Plizzzzzzz. Baca la doa pape pon.

Masalah betul bila sorang berbulu biri-biri, sorang lagi berbulu musang. (Citer da start)

Ha?

Yela, da kata dosen tak sebulu.

Okay, im just kiddin. Dont be so serious lah.

Gini, kul 10 pagi tadi, ada diskusi, and my group's mentor was Dr. Rudy (bukan nama sebenar). And today case was a bit mengarut and tak paham, sampai ketua baca banyak kali pon, semua (including Dr. Rudy) were like 'Haaaaa?'....'Heh?'....'Apa?'...sebab tak paham. Till Dr.Rudy said

"pasien yang gila, atau pembuat soalnya yang gila?"

We obviously cant hold our laugh anymore, just burst it out loudly. And guess who was the pembuat soal?

Dosen anakku sayang, Dr. Hartanto (bukan nama sebenar)!

Ironically, yesterday, we got him as our mentor, but he doesnt listen to any of our discussion, coz he was busy making the soal at that time. Yalah, he confessed to us maa, said he doesnt have time to do it. So, he need to curi-curi buat time our discussion la.

From my eyes, i can see that these two dosen are not sebulu. Why?

Sebab before this, masa seminar, Dr. Hartanto macam penah jugak condemm (not condom okay) soal made by Dr. Rudy.

Part sebutan pon jadi masalah jugak!

UNECT

Sorang cakap cara sebutan 'an-ek', another said, 'un-ek'.

Peningggggggg.


supikgf: there is a dosen yang tak sebulu ngn ayat 'anakku sayang', pola asuh tak betul katanya!
 

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